Friday, April 24, 2009

IT is happening~~~~

IT ~ being the move.... I've got the truck, I've got the storage unit...

Will spend tomorrow boxing up the last of my stuff... deciding what stays and what goes..

The mental stress of this situation is taking it's toll on me. I am an emotional wreck. But I do know that in the long run, this is the only way out from under some of the financial issues. And I know I can drive a 15 ft moving truck now.....

I should be able to build up an actual savings account now... stash enough away to get a new place in a year or so... perhaps even move somewhere totally different...


The living room is a scattered terrain of boxes. I’m attempting to “organize” as I pack. Lot’s of stuff is “going away” as I go through and attempt to pack... YEA, RIGHT......

Among things that will not make it into storage is my couch, it has moved on to it's new home at a frat house.... I HATED THAT COUCH.

I actually don’t have a lot of furniture, there’s the afore mentioned hateful couch, the bed of course, dresser w/mirror, 3 shelves, kitchen table w/4chairs. The computer “desk” is also getting tossed. With a flat panel monitor I can go to a smaller one at my Mom’s. I’ve got the assorted tubs of “crafty stuff”. THEN THERE’S THE YARN.

Soooo, things going to Mom’s with me will be clothes of course, the computer and small desk. My yarn and all knitting stuff. I’ve got a smaller portable one that I can take, not that I’ve been doing any sewing.

The trick is going to be putting it in the storage room in a way that I could get to something if needed. HAHAHAHA. Yea, I’m nuts.

I will be taking some sort of REAL VACATION this summer. Maybe hoping on the Amtrak and going to New Orleans or somewhere.......

I wish sometimes that my brain had a direct connect to a PDA so that some of what goes on in my mind could be captured when it's fresh.... I have such great thoughts and ideas and plans and all kinds of wonderful words tumbling around inside.... when I'm driving, or just sitting outside staring at something or laying in bed, ...... and speaking of the later,

night all......

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Procastination

Something I do well. It's easy to find things to do that keep me from doing what I need to be doing. I need to be packing and sorting and tossing shit out. But that ain't happening. It's depressing you know. Yes, you know.
I am seriously getting depressed. I'm just here, nothing more.