Wrapped too damn tight

The threads that are holding my sanity in place are too tight.
I've been in full tilt bitch mode all damn week. If I thought it, I said it. Those asking how I was doing got told how annoyed I was at the people I worked with and the place I worked at. I honestly don't care about the job anymore. They only want my help after they have screwed it up. If they would ask before they screwed it up, I could tell them that this is how it's done and this is when it needs to be done by.

I have not been a nice person this week.

I've got an appointment with my neurologist next week. Too bad it's not this week. I'd really like to let loose on him. At least I have not ended up in tears like has happened in the past.